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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

todae is a bad dae for me.
thanks alot esther,for givin me tt cute wu gui.
i will love n cherish the xiao wu gui wholeheartedly.

band is exciting todae..

i enjoy it..yupps..

for thw whole of june holidaes,

im pack with band practices!help!

guess what?me n wendy break frenship todae..

im sad..veri veri sad!i wan to cry..yupps..im cryin..

but,dere's no one who comfort me..

no one to lend me their shoulders.

no one to lend me their listenin ears.

i have no more kuku.no more le.

it ended todae.

i didnt noe her frenship would mean so much to me.

im afraid to go sch tml.afraid to cry..

i hate this feelin.

of havin to lose sumone who is close to me.

will anyone understands my sadness?

will anyone noes how i feel?

can anyone help me?

im cryin n cryin nonstop.

no one seems to care,hais!

*_____,why isit tt when i need u most,

u are not by my side?

another reason,i cry for u.

haiiss...u dun seems to care..

no one bothers about me.

i triedkeepin everythin to myself.

i did..till todae,

its when i start to break down once more.

i had enough!

thinkin of what would happen in 5months time,

to let go?or hold on?

i did a powerpoint yesterdae for*____,

i cried..

the whole night.

why am i being so weak?

i promise so many ppl.

i muz be strong..

i just realise i smoke 17 sticks at one go,

that night.haiiss..i broke ur promises.

all ur promises.haiiss...

DUN SAE U CARE,

IF U CANT EVEN BE BOTHERED WITH ME!

memories of u n me;

gone forever=[

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6:12 AM

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